
As the ugly truth of Mitchellโs double life unraveledโhis venomous online rants, his secret crueltyโmy heart pounded with fury and dread. I began to question his sanity. Everyone knew his alcoholism raged uncheckedโcases of beer, shots of liquor, his tolerance monstrous, his self-control nonexistent.
Desperate, I begged my attorney, Macy, to request a psychological evaluation. Her cold replyโโEveryoneโs got something wrong with themโโcut deep. Still, I had nothing to hide. I wasnโt cruel or manipulative; I just wanted experts to expose Mitchellโs chaos.
Weeks later, in court, his slick attorney blindsided meโdemanding my evaluation instead. Outrage roared inside me. I was the stable one! โFine,โ I snapped to Macy. โBut only if heโs tested too.โ
The judge agreedโand then came the shock. $3,000 for our son Samuel, $5,000 each for us. Why? These werenโt invasive tests, just words on paper! Mitchell could easily pay his share, but I had to split Samuelโs cost. How could they expect me to afford it on $420 a month? Once again, I turned to my family for help.
Samuelโs Test
Samuelโs evaluation came firstโon my custody day. I researched the doctor: a titan of psychology, author, award-winner, scholar. His website radiated fairness and compassion. For the first time in months, I felt calm.
At his office, the doctor explained that Samuel would take the test alone while I waited. Two hours later, my little boy emerged hungry but smiling. We laughed and promised lunch to celebrate his โmarathon.โ
Weeks later, the report arrivedโtwenty pages. My breath caught. What could a seven-year-old possibly reveal? But it was all goodโSamuel shone bright. A genius, the doctor wrote, with wit beyond his years. Pride surged through me. My son, my heart, my proof that love still thrived amid the madness.
Court Chaos
Back in court, Mitchell launched yet another attack. A new judge filled inโthankfully not the cold, smirking Mr. Burns lookalike Iโd faced before. Macy had already withdrawn; I couldnโt afford her retainer. Alone, I filed a pro se motion to stop Mitchellโs endless financial strangulation.
This visiting judge actually saw itโthe legal abuse, the pattern, the cruelty. He halted the bleeding, even if only temporarily. Skimming Samuelโs report, he laughed lightly. โThis just says heโs a genius! But it doesnโt tell me much else.โ
Still, he pierced Mitchellโs control, ordering him to restore my phone and pay the bills heโd maliciously let lapse. A small victory, but mine.
As Mitchell and his attorney slunk out, a young lawyer brushed my shoulder. โKeep fighting, Jocelyn,โ he whispered. โYouโre doing great. Iโve been watching you for months.โ
Tears stung. Pride swelled. But I knewโI didnโt belong in this brutal arena.
The Psychological Showdown
Mitchellโs evaluation loomed a week away, mine two days after. My pulse thundered with hope and dread. Maybeโfinallyโtruth would win. Maybe the experts would unmask the monster behind ten baseless police reports, fabricated evidence, eviction, and his stranglehold over my visits with Samuel.
I scraped together funds from kind cousins to hire yet another attorney. The revolving door of legal aid disgusted me. Lawyers flocked when retainers flowed but vanished the moment money dried upโleaving the next one to charge me just to catch up. It boiled my blood how they profited off our pain.
Then came the bombshell. My new attorney whispered that the doctor had calledโMitchell failed his test. Failed! My mind reeled. How does someone fail a psyche eval? What darkness did it reveal?
I called the doctorโs office, desperate, but they stonewalled meโconfidentiality. They only confirmed that Mitchell would retake the test. A redo? Unfair! Heโd game the system like always, while I faced it raw and honest.
My Turn
When my day came, I walked in calm but determined. โAnswer honestly,โ theyโd said. Simple enough. I gave the test everythingโtruth, vulnerability, exhaustion.
Weeks crawled by. Finally, one Friday at 2:00 p.m., an email arrived. My hands shook as I opened it.
My report: average intelligence, yesโbut depression and anxiety, born from Mitchellโs relentless cruelty. I nodded through tears. At last, someone saw it.
Then came his. Thirty pages long, bloated with damage control after his first failed attempt. The doctor called him deceptiveโso much that heโd stopped the test midway and made him redo it. Even then, Mitchellโs results screamed the words โsadistic.โ
I Googled itโโderives pleasure from inflicting pain.โ Yes. That was him. Every lie, every humiliation, every act of destruction. It was all there in black and white.
Vindication crashed over me like a wave. Surely, this would end it. Surely the court would see what Iโd endured.
The Hearing
The hearing date glowed like a beacon on the calendar. My attorney filed a motion to restore my custody of Samuelโarmed now with the truth of these reports. My heart thundered as we stood before the bench.
Mitchellโs attorney objectedโhearsay! But my lawyer was ready. โThe doctor is here, Your Honor,โ he said. โHe will testify.โ
The bailiff fetched him. The room hushed as the psychologist took the stand. Calm, confident, he told the truth: Mitchellโs excessive drinking, his deception, his sadism. He described me as wounded but genuineโa victim of manipulation and control.
For three relentless hours, questions flew, objections rose and fell. Then, at last, the gavel struck.
Iโd won. Custody of Samuelโmine again! Tears blurred my vision. Every dollar, every sleepless night, every humiliationโit was worth it.
But then the judge added, almost absently, โThereโs no evidence Mitchell is an alcoholic.โ
I froze. What? Had he slept through the testimony? Ignored the affidavits, the witnesses, the bank statements showing daily liquor store runs? The injustice was staggeringโbut I barely felt it.
Because Samuel was coming home.
The Aftermath
No more supervised visits. No more watchful strangers judging my every word. Just my boy and meโlaughing, free, whole again.
$13,000 for the evaluations? Every cent worth it. Because at last, I had my sonโmy sunshineโback where he belonged.


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